Favorites, etc

Arashi

2011-02-23T17:27:00.000-08:00

Yes, this is the new craze.

Thanks, Marky!

2011-02-17T22:42:00.000-08:00

Marky is my fave grad classmate. He's four years my junior and 'adopted' brother. Actually, he's more like my fave pet. Haha.

On Valentine's Eve, we had a treat for the couples at Church. I was trying to connect my laptop to the LCD projector and failing miserably. So like the clueless-maid-I-am as regards tekky stuff, I called Marky for technical support. He patiently taught me what to do in a step-by-step manner. I realized the reason I'm not very concerned about learning these stuff is because my classmates in grad school including Marky had spoiled me during presentations in class. It was never my concern since they do all the preps for me! Yes, they love me that much!

Here's my thank you note to him after:

Hi, Marky!

I just want you to know how grateful I am for all your help esp. today. It was a successful event! I had no idea how to proceed if not for your support. Salamat, maasahan ka talaga! (Thanks, I know I can depend on you!) I owe you big time! God bless you!

-Ate Len

He calls me "Ate Len" like most of my classmates do, especially because I'm practically the oldest in class. Yeah, most of them are four years my junior or even younger! And yes, because I am their Ate (big sister) and glad I am.

The pictures were taken at our classmate Itchie's wedding on 28 December 2010.

Taken

2011-01-19T19:25:00.000-08:00

I had a wonderful time meeting my classmate last night for an impromptu dinner. We were discussing the Japanese imperial family, structure, politics and so forth and then our favorite Samurai/Japanese movies. We ended up talking about Arashi members. I told him I'm an Arashi fan and Sho is my fave. He was familiar with two of them, Ninomiya and Matsujun. The latter starred in a remake of one of Akira Kurosawa's classics. He asked me, "What if the Crown Prince of Japan asked you to be his princess?" I said no, I wasn't interested. "How about the Crown Prince of England?" Same answer. What if Matsujun asks to court you?" I told him the truth, "I would turn him down." "Why?" he asked. "Because Sho is whom I like." He smiled and said, "I see. So, your heart is already taken."

Legend of the Seeker

2009-03-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

This is the new craze... Richard and Kalan.

My WHM Family!

2009-03-12T18:11:00.000-07:00

I love these guys!

ROSE

2009-03-12T14:46:00.000-07:00

~Forwarded Story~

The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.

I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, 'Hi handsome. My name is Rose.. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?'

I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze.

'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked.

She jokingly replied, I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...'

'No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.

'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me.

After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milk shake.

We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this 'time machine' as she shared her wisdom and experience with me.

Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went. She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.

At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet. I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor.

Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, 'I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is killing me! I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know.'

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, ' We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing.

There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.

We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!

There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.

If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old. If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.

Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets.

The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets.'

She concluded her speech by courageously singing 'The Rose.'

She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives. At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago.

One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep.

Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it's never too late to be all you can possibly be.

These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE.

REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL. We make a Living by what we get. We make a Life by what we give.

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage. If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

'Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.'

Ecclesiastes 3:11, 12:1-2 NCV

There is a time for everything, and everything on earth has its special season.

Remember your Creator while you are young, before the days of trouble come and the years when you say, "I find no pleasure in them." When you get old, the light from the sun, moon, and stars will grow dark; the rain clouds will never seem to go away.

Joshaholic Buddy

2009-02-24T21:06:00.000-08:00

I have a joshaholic buddy who just got married last August. She's adorable. She sent me a link to her wedding pics. I just can't get over with how lovely they are. Congratulations, Heather & Thomas!

Scorpy

2009-02-12T23:31:00.000-08:00

My buddy, Biday, gave me a Valentine gift... it's the newest member of my little toys... I built it myself. Haha! Meet SCORPY :)

(I'm glad I was able to figure it out... I'm honestly thinking I would have to make my brother do it for me... that's how bad I am in this area.)

i D A N C E D!

2009-02-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

I don't dance. I can't dance. But I did. At Universal Studios. Well, they made me. So, where am I in the picture? The one down the rear blocked from the scene. You can hardly see me from this video. Haha!

Fave Librarian

2009-02-01T19:05:00.000-08:00

We had a Tribute Party for our College Librarian--my personal favorite and friend, Ma'am Pearl (center). With us in the picture is my wonderful officemate, Ate Lyj.

Go Big Blue! HS Football

2009-01-26T23:39:00.000-08:00

Bakersfield

2009-01-26T23:31:00.000-08:00

LA Trip

2009-01-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

Stanford University

2009-01-26T23:07:00.001-08:00

Professional Baseball Game! SF vs. Arizona

2009-01-26T22:55:00.001-08:00

Hillsong United Concert in the US

2009-01-26T22:51:00.000-08:00

Girls' Day Out!

2009-01-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

The Ocean

2009-01-26T22:41:00.001-08:00

Downtown SF

2009-01-26T22:34:00.000-08:00

San Francisco 2008

2009-01-26T22:17:00.000-08:00

Twilight

2009-01-21T23:34:00.000-08:00

Teeny introduced me to 'Twilight" and found it amusing... should I say, 'I'm hooked?!'

That's Us!

2009-01-08T16:04:00.000-08:00

MANILA, PHILIPPINES*.. the most insane sound of singing i have experienced ever.. deafening.. i couldn't hear the band for the crowd.. it was hotter than you can imagine with more way more people than the building could handle.. no such thing as occupational health and safety in the philippines.. no fire marshalls.. just as many people as can fit in the building gettin real with God.. – Joel T Houston, blogging on United's Tour

(* - I edited the spelling.)

Yardwork

2008-11-25T13:23:00.000-08:00

Anybody wants to arm wrestle with me?

Sunday

2008-11-25T13:21:00.000-08:00

Len, Tita Nora, Kuya

FALL @ Lion's Head Ranch Cazadero

2008-11-25T13:19:00.000-08:00

Bruno

2008-11-25T13:18:00.000-08:00

A four-year old Yorkshire.

Trick or Treat

2008-11-25T13:17:00.000-08:00

sketch

2008-11-25T13:13:00.000-08:00

Huck Finn & Tom Sawyer Lasnd

2008-11-25T13:11:00.000-08:00

De la Hoya-Pacquiao Bout

2008-10-08T20:45:00.001-07:00

I'm a die-hard Oscar De la Hoya fan for the last ten years. Also, I'm proud of my heritage being a Filipino. Which makes this fight unbelievable for me.

Honestly, I'm dissappointed when I heard about this. For one, although I love Oscar and still believe that he's one of the greatest (if not my greatest) fighter of all time, I'm convinced he should have retired five years ago. It's dangerous for him to fight anymore. Plus, he's more of a businessman now than a boxer.

Pacquiao, on the other hand, carries our flag. Plus, he is a great, determined fighter. And no question, his fists really have power that kills (I think he's the best pound-for-pound fighter of his time.). I believe that he has every advantage (except for height and reach, obviously), in speed, power, and flexibility. Not to mention the spirit and determination to win.

So to me this fight is more of an "all-for-the-money" cause. And it saddens me very much because I really love the sport, and I respect both fighters very much. I'm not very excited about this bout as everyone (who knows me) thought.

I think Pacquiao will win this. In any case, it's a no-loss situation for Oscar, anyway.

Friend’s wedding!

2008-06-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

I have a friend who lives in Idaho. Her name is Heather. We actually met online through the Joshaholics message board [we’re both Josh Groban fanatics, a.k.a. Grobanite!]. It began in 2003 and after five years of communication, we have developed a unique friendship. She’s my favorite Grobanite and also “plays” a younger sister role to me. We talked this morning and she shared an exciting news…she’s getting married in August! I’m really happy for her and I pray the best for her and Thomas.

Josh Groban's pics

2008-06-05T02:24:00.003-07:00

Tita Pressy sent me a couple of Josh's pics from a recent concert she went to. Wow!

weekend read

2008-06-02T00:17:00.000-07:00

Finished reading: The Rainmaker by John Grisham

I first started reading this book last summer (2007) before we had our first US trip. I was about a third or so of the book when I left it. Didn’t have a chance to finish since. I looked at my shelf and found it with my bookmark—still. It’s quite interesting for me because now that summer is officially over, we’ll be going to the US, again. I decided that I will have it for the weekend and read the entire book from the beginning to finally get over it. And so I did. I was so happy I did. It was a good read. After I got through the parts I read before, everything is amazing! The John Grisham mark still leaves it with splendor. I think the best part of the book for me is when the struggling lawyer made history. I like the idea. This was the same principle we follow at our youth ministry: Let's make history together.

no clean shaven

2008-05-30T01:03:00.001-07:00

Despite my meticulous nature on cleanliness and order, there are men who defy my idea of an untidy grooming. Presenting the not-clean-shaven men whom I like:

Captain Jack Sparrow (Johnny Depp) is my original dirty-looking favorite.
I'm a pirate!

Josh would always come out neat and clean with his cute curls but at times when he misses to shave, I still think he's adorable.

The newest craze (as you may know) is The American Idol Rocker David Cook. I think he's sooo cool and definitely handsome.

As for Oscar, I'd still like him whatever way he decides to carry himself.

sisly--ies talk

2008-05-27T17:47:00.000-07:00

Pinay: Oh, I really love DC!
Jai: And…Josh?
Pinay: I love him, too.
Tan: Ate, you have so many boyfriends!
Pinay: I just got two!
Tan: How about Oscar?!!
Pinay: I’m married to him.

--
DC—David Cook
Josh—Josh Groban
Oscar—Oscar De La Hoya
Ate—big sis

DAVID COOK IS THE AMERICAN IDOL!

2008-05-21T19:42:00.000-07:00

I was jumping and screaming and crying and couldn't stop from rejoicing!!!! COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED!

DAVID COOK WON!!!

HE DESERVES IT!

CONGRATULATIONS, DAVID!

WE ARE SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU!

David Cook fandom

2008-05-20T14:44:00.000-07:00

I am a fan. A proud fan. But this one said it best. Couldn't have said it any better. Go girl!

Taken from American Idol official site:

2_old_4_this (5/19/2008 9:57:00 PM)

About the voting, ladies...

I will cast as many votes as I can tomorrow night for my American Idol. But mine are not "Victory" votes, they are votes of support. And why am I compelled to do this for the first time in a seven-year run of the show?

Because of one young man who has captured my attention, evoked my compassion and commanded my respect. His name is David Cook.

Early in the season, I was delighted to see that Idol finally had something a little different to offer. A rough-edged, sarcastic, and incredibly talented performer who didn't really "fit" the American Idol paradigm. Perhaps a little big for his britches, but unique and engaging nonetheless.

As the season progressed, we watched David Cook grow in terms of confidence, and in terms of self-restraint. He drank in the judges' critiques and learned at every turn. And with each new week, he gave us something spectacular, and different, and not really aligned with the legacy of the show. It has always been fun to watch.

And as the season moved on, and we saw more and more behind the scenes accounts and personal expose’s, we saw that not only was David Cook a great performer, but also a great person...a great man. He charmed us with his humility and casual sense of humor. He engaged us with his compassion for his family and his fellow contestants. And he sometimes dazzled us with his ability to articulate, his obvious intelligence, his linguistic prowess.

But the place where he has shone most brightly is on the stage, with an unparalleled ability to deliver great performances, one after the other. He doesn't play and sing music. He is the embodiment of it. He envelops each song and makes it a part of him. And then he shares that with the audience openly, artistically, genuinely. He is naked on the stage and gives his heart and his soul to the audience in a way that only a true artist can. It is amazing to hear, to see, and to FEEL David when he performs.

So I will vote. I will vote long and hard. Why? Because I am voting for a man with commitment. I am voting for a man with compassion whom I would be proud to call my friend. But most of all, I am voting to show my support for a performer who has openly and humbly shared his gift. One who has always been grateful for the opportunity to do so to the point of choking back tears with each expression of gratitude. A man who has touched my heart and my soul and will continue to do so for many years to come.

Thanks, David Cook

SEND THE LOVE!

2008-05-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

I find it amusing to see this stall in the mall. I know two American Pastors with such names. One is probably going to comment after reading this. Looks classy. he he. Hi there!

Battle of the DAVIDs

2008-05-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

We have long predicted that’s it gonna be a namesake face-off. And so a face-off it’s going to be!

I fell in love with Archuleta early on the season but ending up giving my heart to DC. Now, it’s going to be the Davids in the finals!!!

Teeny and I are really going crazy over David Cook. Whoa!!!!!!!!!

Young David is really cute and his voice is clean. I really enjoy the ballads. Somewhere close to my Josh Groban. But MR.COOK – ROCKS!!!

I think DAVID COOK is the epitome of THE IDOL. I’m sold out!

time to relax

2008-05-13T17:21:00.000-07:00

Bataan's Beach

Homecoming

2008-05-06T17:50:00.000-07:00

Oscar De la Hoya won a unanimous decision versus Steve Forbes. It's a non-title bout yet the excitement was intensed as the match was held in LA (Oscar's hometown), installing a ring in the middle of the football field. (Take note, the venue capacity is 27,000 seats!) I'm very happy he won, especially in front of his 'people.' He's preparing for a rematch with Mayweather, Jr. in September and another bout against a Miguel Cotto in December.

Congratulations, Oscar!

Bonding time with the kiddos

2008-04-22T11:35:00.000-07:00

I am really taking advantage of the extra day-off we have this summer. Instead of the regular five-day workweek, the university came out with a four-day workweek scheme with 10 hours per day policy. So, I can be at home in the province for longer weekend break.

As you know, my three nieces are at home for the summer break. They are big enough to be babysat but still children to look after. I love spending time with them. This weekend, they made me climb the tamarind tree on the side of the hut to get them some ripe fruits. It was I think about 30-35 meters high. When I was at the top, the children were shouting, “Tita, you are too high!” Even my siblings got shocked that I climbed. I had a couple of videos taken by Jai and Tan with funny narrations (like, what I did was unexpected of a professional at my age and youth leader. As if!). I was doing some acrobats, going from one branch to another, doing my “signature moves.” If I may remind them, I was once a child (and still is at heart) and climbing trees was one of my favorite past times.

Later, Ayeka, the youngest, played guessing game with me. She would pick two similar-looking leaves and then asks me to guess which leaf is which. I was right 99%. She giggled every time.
I love my nieces. And I like children in general. I imagine come the time the Lord let us build the orphanage, I will get a chance to be blessed by more kids.

Eloquent Atonement

2008-04-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

Received with a grateful heart :)

Song dedication

2008-04-17T16:47:00.000-07:00

Background:

In high school, somebody dedicated a beautiful love song to me. Turned out he’d be my ‘longest-standing suitor’ (in the open :P) if I had to say. He’s a nice guy (my Mom actually likes him!) but I know that we’re just meant to be friends. And we are friends. Anyway, I personally like the song because it speaks to the heart. The words were brilliantly matched with an enchanting melody. It was composed by Louie Ocampo and interpreted by one of the most respectable singers in the Philippines, Martin Nievera. Hence, every time I hear this song I feel a sense of "ownership" as if it was made for me. Silly. Anyway, here’s the lyrics:

You Are My Song
Martin Nievera

You are the song
Playing so softly in my heart
I reach for you
You seem so near
And yet so far
I hope and I pray
You'll be with me someday
I know down inside
That you are mine & I'm your true love
Or am I dreaming...

How can I
Each time I try, you say goodbye
You were there
You look my way, I touch the sky
We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song

I know for sure
That we were meant to fall in love
I look in your eyes
I know what you're thinking of
I try not to say
The words that might just scare you away
I know down inside
That you are mine & I'm your true love
Please, no more dreaming...

How can I
Each time I try, you say goodbye
You were there
You look my way, I touch the sky
We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song

Maybe we can last until forever
And I know that we can make it through
With you in my heart, in my soul, you're my love
You're my song

You are my song

We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song

You can listen to the song in youtube. Sorry, wasn't able to link it here.

Enjoying AI 7

2008-04-17T14:15:00.000-07:00

I watched the previous performances of American Idol Season 7 survivors and was blown away by the Top 7. Wow. The competition is getting more exciting as the days come. The young Archuleta gives me chills! Syesha was simply amazing! The rest is wonderful. They are all getting better and better. Great week.

a lil' aunt-spoiling-time

2008-04-15T16:28:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a weekend at home.

The sky was all-day cloudy yesterday. Then it rained at noon and showered again late in the afternoon. I was supposed to do some housekeeping at home—practically planning to do some laundry, but when I saw the sky, thus, told myself maybe I should enjoy this dayoff. So, I did.

I prepared lugaw (rice porridge) for breakfast for the kids. My nieces were delighted to hear the good news as I announced that they can play in the rain after we eat. So they did. All three of them; running around the yard, playing water gun fights game, enjoying the rain. I love to watch them as they laugh and make merry. It’s a joy to see the kids having fun.

Later at night, they played hide-and-seek with my sister Jai. And that was really a rumble! It was vacation, alright.

Delightful day

2008-04-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

One Sunday afternoon, I was enjoying a tank game with my seven-and eight-year-old nieces. As we chat, we remembered that my little sister, Tan, will be celebrating her 17th birthday on the 22nd of the month. What followed made my day.

Jing (8): “Tita (aunt), prepare spaghetti on her (Tan’s) birthday!”

Ayeka (7) “Yeah, Tita, it’s good!”

Me: “Oh, was it?”

Jing: “Yeah. The one you cooked on New Year’s Day. Delicious.”

Ayeka: “That’s right.”

Me: “Okay. I will.”

The kids said every word with gleam in their eyes. As if they just told me a brilliant idea. I was so flattered by the children. Now I got to make sure that spaghetti will come to be.

In search of a new idol.

2008-04-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

I try to catch up with American Idol Season 7 mainly because for the second time, another Filipina made it to the Top 10. This season’s darling is Ramielle Malubay, 20, from Florida. Unfortunately, she was voted out of the competition last week. She made it up to the Top 9 though. Jasmine Trias, I think, stayed to make it to the Top 3 then. Anyway, I would still try to watch AI. Performance-wise, I think David Cook is getting better and better every week. I think it’s because of his good choice of songs. We’ll see.

Not the usual me

2008-04-04T14:24:00.000-07:00

Last night, we had a reunion with our college friends to celebrate one of our friends' passing the bar. (Wow, we already have a lawyer in the group.) She invited us to a restaurant named Amici in Tomas Morato. After dinner, my friends decided we go out and check our blockmate who performs at a bar in Manila. So we headed to Sofitel and saw Alotte and her group. She changed a lot (physically) but still sweet and friendly as she was. It was almost 12 midnight and they pointed to head near the bay (MOA in Parañaque). I've not seen these pips in a long while and they simply wouldn't want to part ways that easy. We stayed by the bay a little while then decided to have coffee at Starbucks. Rhoni's shift at work is at 3am so we went to MetroWalk Ortigas close to her area. The reunion was finally over around 3:30am and the three of us got home at 4:00am. Pwew! I've never done that before!

What are the surprises at the reunion? Two of my friends are getting married next year. And the plan? We'll have a summer getaway on May 16-19 in Cebu. I hope I can come.

Power vs. Strategy: Pacquiao-Marquez Bout

2008-04-01T15:10:00.000-07:00

I should have written an earlier entry on this… well, I forgot. Anyhow…

The Pacquiao-Marquez fight was one of the most exciting bouts I have seen so far. It was boxing in its purest sense. I should call it “Power vs. Strategy.” I like the fact that Pacquiao is no doubt the stronger fighter; his ace is his power punch. He has excellent stamina and endurance. On the other hand, Marquez is a strategist. He is strong, yet, Pacquiao can withstand his blows. But Marquez’ used his mind in this fight. Besides having a reach and height advantage, Marquez brilliantly strategized his attack. It was hard for Pacquiao to guess what’s his next move. And his counter attacks are hitting Pacquiao.

Pacquiao won by split decision concluding the 12 rounds. Some say it was questionable, despite Marquez being knocked down on the third. It’s obviously a close fight. I personally would still give it to Pacquaio. But the best part of the show for me is boxing. It was a classic fight. I loved it.

Whenever I think of boxing, even if just for sports' sake, I just couldn't ignore the fact that Oscar de la Hoya always crosses my mind. Just like now. What can I say, I'm a big fan. I love Oscar.

Orosman at Zafira

2008-03-04T16:55:00.000-08:00

On February 22, Aidz and I were able to watch Dulaang UP’s gala presentation of Balagtas’ play, “Orosman at Zafira.” It was superb! The entire production was very impressive. The vocals, acting and choreography were excellent. My favorite character, though, was Zelim. He danced exceptionally.

MYF Girlfriends

2008-02-12T13:49:00.000-08:00

Marie, Apples, Len & Tita Nora

MYF friends

2008-02-12T13:34:00.000-08:00

Cats and Dogs

2008-02-10T21:15:00.000-08:00

Cats: Tinky, Snow, Smih
Dogs: Paulie, Charlie, Sip-sip, Kumag

Out of My League

2008-01-17T17:15:00.000-08:00

Stephen Speaks

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz I’m speechless to say what I’m feeling today
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her, she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes, as she plays
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE

2007-12-05T14:52:00.000-08:00

Beautiful essay sent by a friend...

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A good read....

Advice for the married, planning to get married, single but not available, single and available, no love life.

Eduardo Calasanz was a student at the Ateneo de Manila University, Philippines, where he had Father Ferriols as professor. Father Ferriols, at that time, was the Philosophy department head. Currently he still teaches Philosophy for graduating college students in Ateneo.

Father Ferriols has been very popular for his mind opening and enriching classes but was also notorious for the grades he gives. Still people took his classes for the learning and deep insight they take home with them every day (if only they could do something about the grades...)

Anyway, come grade giving time, (Ateneo has letter grading systems, the highest being an A, lowest at D, with F for flunk), Fr Ferriols had this long discussion with the registrar people because he wanted to give Calasanz an A+. Either that or he doesn't teach at all...Calasanz got his A+. Read the paper below to find out why.
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PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
By Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz

I have never met a man who didn't want to be loved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fear marriage. Something about the closure seems constricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easier to understand for what it cuts out of our lives than for what it makes possible within our lives.

When I was younger this fear immobilized me. I did not want to make a mistake. I saw my friends get married for reasons of social acceptability, or sexual fever, or just because they thought it was the logical thing to do. Then I watched, as they and their partners became embittered and petty in their dealings with each other. I looked at older couples and saw, at best, mutual toleration of each other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nights and bickering and could not imagine subjecting myself or someone else to such a fate.

And yet, on rare occasions, I would see old couples who somehow seemed to glow in each other's presence. They seemed really in love, not just dependent upon each other and tolerant of each other's foibles. It was an astounding sight, and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself, can they have survived so many years of sameness, so much irritation at the other's habits? What keeps love alive in them, when most of us seem unable to even stay together, much less love each other?

The central secret seems to be in choosing well. There is something to the claim of fundamental compatibility. Good people can create a bad relationship, even though they both dearly want therelationship to succeed. It is important to find someone with whom you can create a good relationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it is hard to see clearly in the early stages.

Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colors the way you see yourselves together. It blinds you to the thousands of little things by which relationships eventually survive or fail. You need to find a way to see beyond this initial overwhelming sexual fascination. Some people choose to involve themselves sexually and ride out the most heated period of sexual attraction in order to see what is on the other side.

This can work, but it can also leave a trail of wounded hearts. Others deny the sexual side altogether in an attempt to get to know each other apart from their sexuality. But they cannot see clearly, because the presence of unfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that it keeps them from having any normal perception of what life would be like together.

The truly lucky people are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attracted to each other. They get to know each other's laughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They see each other at their worst and at their best. They share time together before they get swept into the entangling intimacy of their sexuality.

This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fall under the spell of your sexual attraction immediately, you need to look beyond it for other keys to compatibility. One of these is laughter. Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy each other's company over the long term.

If your laughter together is good and healthy, and not at the expense of others, then you have a healthy relationship to the world. Laughter is the child of surprise. If you can make each other laugh, you can always surprise each other. And if you can always surprise each other, you can always keep the world around you new.

Beware of a relationship in which there is no laughter. Even the most intimate relationships based only on seriousness have a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing a common serious viewpoint on the world tends to turn you against those who do not share the same viewpoint, and your relationship can become based on being critical together.

After laughter, look for a partner who deals with the world in a way you respect. When two people first get together, they tend to see their relationship as existing only in the space between the two of them. They find each other endlessly fascinating, and the overwhelming power of the emotions they are sharing obscures the outside world. As the relationship ages and grows, the outside world becomes important again. If your partner treats people or circumstances in a way you can't accept, you will inevitably come to grief. Look at the way she cares for others and deals with the daily affairs of life. If that makes you love her more, your love will grow. If it does not, be careful. If you do not respect the way you each deal with the world around you, eventually the two of you will not respect each other.

Look also at how your partner confronts the mysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry and practicality, and the real life of the heart resides in the poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by the mystery of the unseen in life and relationships, while the other is drawn only to the literal and the practical, you must take care that the distance doesn't become an unbridgeable gap that leaves you each feeling isolated and misunderstood.

There are many other keys, but you must find them by yourself. We all have unchangeable parts of our hearts that we will not betray and private commitments to a vision of life that we will not deny. If you fall in love with someone who cannot nourish those inviolable parts of you, or if you cannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselves growing further apart until you live in separate worlds where you share the business of life, but never touch each other where the heart lives and dreams. From there it is only a small leap to the cataloging of petty hurts and daily failures that leaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied with their mates.

So choose carefully and well. If you do, you will have chosen a partner with whom you can grow, and then the real miracle of marriage can take place in your hearts. I pick my words carefully when I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not too strong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It is called transformation.

Transformation is one of the most common events of nature. The seed becomes the flower. The cocoon becomes the butterfly. Winter becomes spring and love becomes a child. We never question these, because we see them around us every day. To us they are not miracles, though if we did not know them they would be impossible to believe.

Marriage is a transformation we choose to make. Our love is planted like a seed, and in time it begins to flower. We cannot know the flower that will blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom will come.

If you have chosen carefully and wisely, the bloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or for the wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We are quite willing to accept the reality of negative transformation in a marriage. It was negative transformation that always had me terrified of the bitter marriages that I feared when I was younger. It never occurred to me to question the dark miracle that transformed love into harshness and bitterness. Yet I was unable to accept the possibility that the first heat of love could be transformed into something positive that was actually deeper and more meaningful than the heat of fresh passion. All I could believe in was the power of this passion and the fear that when it cooled I would be left with something lesser and bitter.

But there is positive transformation as well. Like negative transformation, it results from a slow accretion of little things. But instead of death by a thousand blows, it is growth by a thousand touches of love. Two histories intermingle. Two separate beings, two separate presence, two separate consciousnesses come together and share a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one. There is an expansion of awareness, not a closure and a constriction, as I had once feared. This is not to say that there is not tension and there are not traps. Tension and traps are part of every choice of life, from celibate to monogamous to having multiple lovers. Each choice contains within it the lingering doubt that the road not taken somehow more fruitful and exciting, and each becomes dulled to the richness that it alone contains.

But only marriage allows life to deepen and expand and be leavened by the knowledge that two have chosen, against all odds, to become one. Those who live together without marriage can know the pleasure of shared company, but there is a specific gravity in the marriage commitment that deepens that experience into something richer and more complex.

So do not fear marriage, just as you should not rush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act of faith and it contains within it the power of transformation. If you believe in your heart that you have found someone with whom you are able to grow, if you have sufficient faith that you can resist the endless attraction of the road not taken and the partner not chosen, if you have the strength of heart to embrace the cycles and seasons that your love will experience, then you may be ready to seek the miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait. The easy grace of a marriage well made is worth your patience. When the time comes, a thousand flowers will bloom...endlessly.

Love Autopsy

2007-11-20T14:56:00.000-08:00

Last night I stayed up late to watch the film, Music and Lyrics. It’s a feel-good movie starring Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore. I liked it. I particularly like the melodies of the songs played in the movie, especially the short song called Love Autopsy. The lyrics is simple yet very nice. It just continuously plays in my mind.

Love Autopsy

Figuring out you and me is
Like doing a love autopsy.
They could operate all-day long
And never figure out what went wrong.

Love autopsy….
Love autopsy….
Ahh…..
What went wrong?

New-found Superman

2007-11-11T23:59:00.000-08:00

I guess we have a new-found favorite hero – Peter Petrelli. The new generation Superman.
Heroes is the latest craze in our home…. Sundays @ 8pm, RPN 9.

To the Hopeless Romantics

2007-11-09T12:12:00.000-08:00

I was checking my mails today and got this from a friend. I'm glad nobody's here to see me as tears run down my eyes reading every line. Here goes a beautiful story.

A TOUCHING TRUE STORY OF LOVE!

I only know of one couple that fits to a 't' and they've been married over 70 years... gives the rest of us a challenge..doesn't it?

~~~
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
“I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow, with every passing year.”

She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?"
I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.

The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.

There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card... he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
Or if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.

The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.

I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.
Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt
To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him.
and place the roses where we are, together once again.

~~~
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

Lurking

2007-11-07T19:20:00.001-08:00

I had a chance to lurk in some old links in the blogworld. I got to read interesting and encouraging posts from other bloggers. Today I enjoyed visiting the blog of a couple sharing about their (adopted) son. The baby is Asian and I believe the couple is American. I’m happy to read about the excitement and surprises that they are experiencing as parents. And I love the pictures of the baby. He’s really cute. I always liked children, especially little ones.

Heroes

2007-11-07T11:35:00.000-08:00

Heroes Season 1 was a blast! My siblings and I were all hooked... :)
Season 2 is on and we are so excited with every episode. One thing for sure, Peter Petrelli is Superman!

SURP Kada

2007-10-15T17:35:00.000-07:00

Forget it!

2007-09-24T16:30:00.000-07:00

Another heartbreaking story.

To people who know me well, only two names will stand out to describe me: first, Oscar de la Hoya; second, Josh Groban. I’m a big fan of them (at the minimum). Oscar is my first love while Josh, I’m ready to marry him anytime. The first heartbreaking story happens when I learned that Oscar finally got married. The next one is very recent, today! I can’t be at Josh Groban’s Concert here in Manila! Waaaaaaaaahh!!!!!!

On the brighter side, perhaps I am meant to watch Josh’s concert abroad.

Cyress Lawn

2007-08-31T14:33:00.000-07:00

The Farewell

2007-08-29T15:03:00.000-07:00

Eight years ago, the exact same date as today, the local channel aired the most heartbreaking episode of my favorite anime Rurouni Kenshin (Samurai X) entitled, “The Farewell”. This was the farewell between Himura Kenshin and Kamiya Kaoru witnessed by the fireflies at Lake of Love.

This is very emotional since the hero, a samurai, has no assurance of coming back in his quest to finish the greatest battle in the story. The Kenshin-Kaoru love story is one of the most interesting and well reserved parts of the anime. In most part of the series, the characters deny any affection for one another (although the care for each other is very obvious). It was only this once that the word “love” was ever mentioned by the main character. I could still remember every single detail of that episode. Hu hu… (sniff)

This was the most powerful line in that episode:
“Not because I’m leaving does it mean I don’t love you.”

–Kenshin to Kaoru

At the Congress

2007-08-22T18:00:00.000-07:00

Day1: Outside the Assembly Hall at the Reg booth--that's the skirt I got from Bangkok and the shoes from Serramonte :)

Day 2: a pic away from the crowd with Ate Lyj.

Let's talk boxing

2007-08-13T18:06:00.000-07:00

For the past three Sundays, I’ve been watching good boxing matches on TV. One was titled, “A Day of Glory” a late telecast (7 July 2007) of Filipino fighter Nonito Donaire’s besting the Australian champ Vic Darchinyan for the IBF-WBA Flyweight belt. Donaire showed a spectacular “signed, sealed, and delivered” performance with a picture perfect left straight to result in a TKO in round 5. That was a good fight! Good jab, Nonito!

On August 5th (night of Aug 4th in Illinois), I saw the fight between Erik Morales and David Diaz. Diaz is the reigning WBC lightweight champ. Morales is my favorite in this match and I really hoped he won the bout to save face (he lost four of his last five fights). I know for a fact that Morales is a strong fighter, it just so happened that Pacquiao is a stronger one. I should call it a close fight and both fighters show their worth—they brought their opponent to canvass at one point. Unfortunately, in most cases, decision matches tend to lean more in favor of the champ. I guess if Morales threw a few more punches in the last three rounds, he would have won the fight. The judges scored a unanimous decision to retain the crown. I’m still hoping that Morales could recover after this.

Last Sunday, August 12, was the much-awaited “World Cup of Boxing” Philippine team versus Mexico camp. Six bouts were anticipated of which, the Lahing Kayumanggi gloriously brought home five victories plus the trophy. I got to watch only the last four bouts; but was greatly impressed with Gerry Peñalosa’s win over Mexican defending WBO bantamweight champ Jhonny Gonzalez.

The young Gonzalez (25-year old) was dethroned by the 35-year old fighter. Honestly, it was a huge surprise for me. After watching the performance of the previous fights (Banal and Gorres both winning by KO), I say Peñalosa would be the team’s weak link. My brother and I were willing to give up the fight seeing that Gonzalez was making a good target at Gerry. What I hoped for was that for the older man to remain standing til the last round. To our surprise, Gerry got the “opportune moment” and took advantage of Gonzalez’ opening on the right body. It was the liver as I declared. The same spot which put my Oscar (dela Hoya) on his knees.

The other surprise was Boom-boom (Bautista)’s loss. Of all the Filipino fighters in the line up, the nation expects the victory from him. I feel sorry for him for a knockout in the first round. Such a shame. But it was not something to grieve for long since he is just a boy (21 years old!). When the 27-year Daniel Ponce de Leon stepped in the ring, me and my brother had the same impression, he looks like a gangster! Very strong features and looks furious too. Boom-boom was like a lad with gloves! That was Bautista’s first loss and the psychological effect would be considerable. Anyhow, I hope the young fighter would recover easily; he still has a bright future ahead of him in the ring. Even Oscar claimed he was ready to be champ. Not yet though, but very soon.

One thing I like very much in boxing is the chance to analyze the fighters inside the ring. I’m happy to say that being a boxing fan for a long time, (I’ve been watching boxing since about six years old), I sort of familiarize myself with “the moves” of the sport. Most of the time, I give my own analysis and there my family would hear the ringside analyst say the exact same details I said. A lot of times I could spot the fighters’ weak point (and strong point as well). Even before the fighter gets knocked out, I would announce it and my father and brothers were always amazed.

One best example was Oscar (dela Hoya)’s first and only knock out courtesy of Bernard Hopkins. After Hopkins threw his punch, I knew the fight was over. I screamed and told everybody, “It’s finish! Oscar’s going down!” they all looked at me with a blank face. He seemed okay but after a few seconds, Oscar did fall down slowly at the corner. I knew it was the dreaded “liver punch”. Even Oscar cannot escape that one. Afterwards, the ring analyst proved me right.

I’m always excited when it comes to boxing. I cannot deny, I’m a big fan.

Congratulations to our Filipino fighters in the World Cup. We are so proud of you!

PS. Oscar's coming to the Philippines to present the trophy!

"My Core" within the Core

2007-07-20T11:11:00.000-07:00

Len, Red & Marie

Transformers Rocks!!!

2007-07-18T11:52:00.000-07:00

The new TriNoma Mall is quite intimidating; it’s complicated. The facilities are impressive and beautiful. Good thing I was not lost.

I’m so happy I went to see the movie last night. Transformers is awesome! I want to watch it over and over again! If you haven’t seen it, don’t hesitate—GO! It’s worth it.

I love Bumble Bee!
The Autobots are adorable.
Optimus Prime gives me chills.
Megatron is so scary!
The cd player is such a creepy crawly. Yikes!

Now, imagine how you can hide five giant robots in your yard! Haha! That’s the best!

Transformers

2007-07-17T14:46:00.000-07:00

I'm going to see Transformers tonight! Yay!

2007-07-13T14:06:00.000-07:00

I wish I could go and watch RP-China game at the stadium today… I wish.

Heartfelt

2007-07-11T16:31:00.000-07:00

Powerful exchange from the series, Grey’s Anatomy

Cristina: There's a club. The Dead Dads Club...and you can't be in it until you're in it. Yeah, you can try to understand, you can sympathize, but until you feel that loss...(pause) My dad died when I was nine. George. I'm really sorry you had to join the club.

George: I...I-I don't know how to e-exist in a world where my dad doesn't.

Cristina: (sighing) Yeah, that never really changes.

Taken from: J.D. the SportzNut's LiveJournal

2007-07-09T14:57:00.000-07:00

"BRAINBLEEDER"
I am a 12-letter word; 1-3 past tense of an action word; 2-5 is a native fruit; 6-9 is a truth; 10-12 is a chemical compound. What am I?

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

[figured this in less than 10 seconds. tell me how long it took you. tnx! ]

Wacky!

2007-07-04T15:39:00.000-07:00

I love this picture!

[left to right]

back row:
Danilo, Eugene, Marie, Sheryl, Len, Apple, Niña, McJim, Maan;

front:
Sis. Nora, Bro. Mark, Red, Arnel

to Fantasy Land...

2007-06-26T02:22:00.001-07:00

Two Words

2007-06-22T11:27:00.000-07:00

I had lunch with my SURP kada yesterday. We always tease Kuya Aldrin about his getting married, that I would coordinate his wedding (wedding planner, sort of). Out of the blue, my friend Teeny said I should start planning for her wedding next year! We have this sort of vow among the three of us friends that on Teeny’s wedding, Aidz will play the piano, I’ll play the violin and Olei will sing. Next year?! Now, is that a joke or what? I guess I really have to get serious and enroll in violin classes soon! Haha!

Coming back to office, I played my Lea Salonga Broadway collection. Got inspired with the songs and I searched the net for some lyrics. I ended up discovering this beautiful song, “Two Words” Lea sang on her wedding day (lyrics written by Freddie Santos and music by Louie Ocampo). I automatically fell in love with it. I plan to play this with my friends (Aidz, Olei, and myself) on Teeny’s wedding—seriously! Lea’s voice is completely enchanting plus I LOVE the music and the lyrics. And of course, her husband is simply adorable. Here’s the link.

“Two Words” is a story of a bride who pictures her life as she walks in the aisle. I love the part that says, “Facing you who brings me new tomorrows…” I feel sooo inlove today! >sigh<

I never get tired of watching this video. Who wouldn’t want to marry a man like that?

Two Words

Artist - Lea Salonga
Lyrics – Freddie Santos
Music – Louie Ocampo

In a while, in a word,
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.

Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place...

Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I'll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.

And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold this moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness...
'I DO...'

(instrumental)

Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.

In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wondrous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
'I DO...'

Never with sadness...
Always with gladness...
'I...DO....'

Happiness

2007-06-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

Artist: Lea Salonga
Album: Little Ms. Lea Salonga: Small Voice
Title: Happiness (duet With Gerard Salonga)

Lea:
You know some kids ask us what happiness really is.
Well, to me happiness is a hamburger, going to the movies, new clothes.
Well, what's your happiness, Gerard?

Gerard:
My happiness is a hotdog sandwich, new rubber shoes, new t-shirts,
New jeans and also my favorite part of happiness is love.

Lea:
Happiness is two kinds of ice cream
Finding your skate key, telling the time
Happiness is learning to whistle
Tying your shoe for the very first time
Happiness is playing the drum in your own school band
And happiness is walking hand in hand

Gerard:
Happiness is five different crayons
Knowing a secret, climbing a tree
Happiness is finding a nickel
Catching a firefly, setting him free
Happiness is being alone every now and then
And happiness is coming home again

Lea:
Happiness is morning and evening

Gerard:
Daytime and nighttime, too

Both:
For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That's loved by you

Gerard:
Happiness is having a sister

Lea:
Sharing a sandwich

Both:
Getting along

Happiness is singing together when day is through
And happiness is those who sing with you
Happiness is morning and evening
Daytime and nighttime, too
For happiness is anyone and anything at all
That's loved by you

---
I love this song. It makes me feel so carefree. My personal favorites are:

Happiness…
is getting along
is singing together when the day is through
is being alone every now and then
is coming home again

But the part that could really cost me some tears is Gerard’s line for his sister:
Happiness is having a sister. Isn’t that the loveliest thing to hear from a sibling?

And because happiness is anyone and anything at all that’s loved by you.

My happiness is my family and my joy is the Lord.

Eaten alive.

2007-06-18T14:46:00.000-07:00

That’s what you get when you put someone in his threshold!

Got you, PC!

Peace!

The Hawk.

2007-06-12T16:13:00.000-07:00

I’m currently enjoying some good pictures taken by my friend PC. He is an excellent photographer.

darling among the maidens...

2007-06-12T11:04:00.000-07:00

Photos by PC

“I am the rose of Sharon, The lily of the valleys.”
“Like a lily among the thorns, So is my darling among the maidens.”
“Like an apple tree among the trees of the forest, So is my beloved among the young men.”
“In his shade I took great delight and sat down, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.”
~Song of Solomon 2:2-3

Why So Downcast?

2007-06-06T15:12:00.000-07:00

Psalm 42:11
Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

I can’t remember when, but I believe I was about 12 (?) years old when I first heard this beautiful a cappella song. It really made an impact to me and my siblings such that since, each time any one of us start humming the first beat of the song, everybody at home automatically joins in chorus! Yes, we really enjoy the song and you can imagine how we play around with the beat. It’s fun. Unfortunately, we don’t have a copy of that song anymore (I can’t even remember how we happened to listen to that then!).

But voila! Before we went home in May, our host handed me and my buddy each an audio CD of a group called Witness. It was very generous of him to do so. I scanned the tracks right away and saw that the first song is familiar. Actually, I like that song. That triggered my excitement until I saw the third track. Guess what? It has “Why So Downcast?” on it! Could you believe that?!! I was like, this is really a blessing! Believe me, my joy was overwhelming! I almost scared our host! Haha!

Now I’m enjoying the CD. I played it at home right away and of course, my siblings were delighted. I played it during church practice too. I’m just happy to finally have my own copy. Thanks a lot, Pastor!

Lesson:
God works in ways we cannot imagine nor expect. Who would have thought I will travel 7,000 miles from home and find a copy of the song I so enjoyed?
I say that’s Psalm 37:4 in action,
Delight yourself in the LORD and
He will give you the desires of your heart. :-)

Meet the boys.

2007-04-19T15:09:00.000-07:00

Lincoln Brewster

2007-04-13T11:40:00.000-07:00

I've been listening to his album Majestic and I'm really impressed. Beautiful and inspiring songs for the Lord. Can't wait to hear him live! See you at the Conference, Lincoln! (He's one of the speakers at Thrive.)

OSCAR DELA HOYA: Boxing = Life

2007-04-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

“I grew up in East LA. Life is a struggle but it defined me; it made me who I am. My father kept me focused; my mother was my inspiration—I’ll never forget that. This is where I learned to fight: for myself; for my family; for those who need someone to believe in—like I did. I came from humble beginnings but through the sports I loved, I can give back. I’m living the American dream. ‘Estoy viviendo el sueño Americano.’ I am Oscar Dela Hoya, and boxing is my life.”

On May 5th, The World Awaits…

Credits: HBO Boxing

Yul Craze

2007-03-29T14:07:00.000-07:00

I'm 'enjoying' some leisurely time surfing the net about my favorite character in a Korean drama. What I found was a heartbreaking interview--enough to tear my heart to pieces :'(

‘“Cursed fates will be returned by cursed fates”. It’s time to return now. Now I know… why I did fall in love with Chaegyung. And why I could not get her. It’s all decided by the heavens above.’ --Lee Yul, Goong

Andrew was here!

2007-03-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

Alright, I was supposed to write something here about a concert we watched on TV recently when I found myself enchanted by this address. What do you now, My Andrew (Korean Won Bin) was here on the Island!!! I should have seen him!

(credit: picture taken from the address link)

PH big mistake

2007-03-21T14:53:00.000-07:00

me and my housemate's big mistake: to miss a much-awaited episode!! Waaahhh!!!

20 March 2007
Ang napakalaking pagkakamali namin ng housemate ko…

janelle: bakit mo sinagot ang mahal na hari? lalo lang lalaki ang gulo.
gian: kung di ko ginawa un kanina,baka nandon pa tau nakaluhod at humihingi ng tawad sa kanya
janelle: pero gian, tama lang na humingi tau ng tawad dahil may pagkakamali talaga tau sa knla
gian: kung ganon, mauna ka ng humingi ng tawad sakin
janelle: ano?
gian: sa buong buhay ko,kailanman di ako nagmakaawa tulad ng ginawa ko sau. kailanman di ko binaba ang sarili ko. o kaya minaliit ang pagkatao ko. nagmakaawa ako sau na tumahimik ka. dahil gagawa ako ng paraan sa tamang oras.
janelle: gian
gian: duda ako na gagawin mo pero nagtiwala pa rin ako, ano nangyari? binuksan mo pa rin yang malaking bibig mo. binalewala mo ang pagmamakaawa ko sayo.
janelle: alam ko, pero hindi ko naman alam na mali un. kasi nga, desperado na rin ako nun. hindi ko kase alam kung tatagal pa ko dito sa palasyo o kaya kung magagawa mo pa kong mahalin. kaya nagawa ko un.. hindi ko rin alam na kapag binanggit ko ang divorce masisira na ang integridad ng buong royal family. kat@ngahan pala talaga ang ginawa ko.
gian: ano? ang sabihin mo wala kang pkialam sa nararamdaman ko.
janelle: ung sinabi mo dun sa interview, indi ako sigurado kung totoo lahat un kasi nga interview un at isa pa diba sabi mo..
gian: totoo lahat ng sinabi ko. sa buong buhay ko janelle, un ang unang pagkakataong nasabi ko un kanino man. hindi bilang crown prince kundi bilang isang lalake. pero inapakan mo ang pag-ibig ko
janelle: pero hindi ko sinasadya un
gian: hindi ko na maalala kung kelan kita sinimulang mahalin. hindi ko na rin namalayan niyanig mo ang mundo ko at binuhay mo ko, nahukay mo ang pinakailalalim ng puso ko, napalambot mo ang matigas kong puso, iniisip na kita, hinahanap hanap ka pag wala ka sa tabi ko, napapangiti mo ko, halos mabaliw na ko sa pag ibig ko sau tpos gusto mo ng divorce? ito lang ang tatandaan mo, ikaw ang unang tumalikod sating dalawa at hindi ako.

credit jnadine of pex~~

Wish list

2007-03-12T14:54:00.000-07:00

Immediate? A wrist watch.

soooo in love...^o^

2007-02-09T16:25:00.000-08:00

[afraid to lose]

Yool runs over to see Chae-kyeong… he hugs her, relieved from the unthinkable thought…

(sighs: relieved ^^")

PH, ep14

Borutesu Faibu no Uta

2007-02-07T09:40:00.000-08:00

(Voltes V Theme--Japanese anime)

Romanji Lyrics:
tatoe arashi ga futou tomo
tatoe oonami areru tomo
kogida sou tatakai no umi e
tobikomou tatakai no uzu e
mitsumeau hitomi to hitomi
nukumori wo shinjiau gonin no nakama
BORUTESU FAIBU ni subete wo kakete
yaru zo chikara no tsukiru made
chikyuu no yoake wa mou chikai
tatoe ikazuchi furou tomo
tatoe daichi ga yureru tomo
tobidasou tatakai no sora e
mamorou yo tatakai no niwa wo
nigiriau tagai no te to te
makokoro wo shinjiaou gonin no nakama
BORUTESU FAIBU ni inochi wo kakete
yuku zo shouri wo tsukamu made
uchuu no yoake wa mou chikai
tatoe kemono ga hoeru tomo
tatoe yukute wo fusagu tomo
utaou yo tatakai no uta wo
katarou yo tatakai no michi wo
ashinami wo soruete yukou
otagai wo shinjiaou gonin no nakama
BORUTESU FAIBU ni azuketa inochi
tobi ze uchuu no hate made mo
minna no egao mo mou chikai

Translation:
Even as the storm blows
Even as the huge waves crash
We'll fight against the sea of battle
Dive into the whirlpool of battle
Staring eye to eye
Five friends who believe in warmth/kindness
Voltes Five, we bet everything on you.
We'll do it! Until our strength is used up.
The dawning of the earth is near...
Even as thunder rolls
Even as the earth shakes
We'll fly out of the sky of battle.
We'll protect the garden of battle.
Clasping each other's hands.
Five friends who believe in each other's hearts and souls.
Voltes Five, we stake our lives on you.
We'll go on! Until we grasp victory.
The dawning of the universe is near...
Even as the beasts howl
Even if our way is blocked
We'll sing a song of battle,
tell of the path of battle.
We'll go, quickening our pace.
Five friends who believe in each other
Lives left in the hands of Voltes Five
We'll fly to the very ends of the universe.
Soon everyone will be able to smile.

Song version Blackshama:
Someday the sons of light shall
fill all the earth
The morning of justice shall have
come to its birth.
So we’ll all wave our banners
high and free through the air
for the love and glory
we then all shall share

Soldiers, boldly unite to fight,
and fight for peace,
hand in hand. Like eagles
through the breeze,
over lands and over seas

Voltes V, we come to you
Flashing through with wings of steel
Fates of foes are what we seal
With swords of laser light
And over lands and over seas
Onwards, victory
Voltes V!

Yul and Andrew

2007-02-05T01:14:00.000-08:00

Right now, i am so much into the Korean drama Princess Hours, shown Mon-Thurs primetime at the local network. My fave, as usual, is the supporting character, played by Kim Jeong Hoon (Prince Yul, a.k.a. Prince Troy in Philippine tv). To me he is the best character in the story and I like everything about him..haha! To my surprise, i realized he resembles my ever favorite Korean actor Won Bin (a.k.a. Andrew in Autumn in My Heart)... I guess that's one reason I liked him the first time. Here's my current wallpaper I got from one of the forums in the net. Sorry I don't know who to credit but it's not mine.

Now, here's my Andrew:

Now, don't they look alike?

Mulan

2006-12-13T14:39:00.000-08:00

ain't she lovely?

Pics with officemates

2006-12-06T10:54:00.000-08:00

(left-right) Garie, Lyj, Len, Jon at Sulo Hotel

left-right)Prof. Brower, Charlie, Len, Garie, Jon at Grill Queen

AWAKE!

2006-11-21T12:16:00.000-08:00

Josh Grobans's 3rd album

This is really is it! Another masterpiece from my most respected singer. I love it!

The album offers a variety of type; I was so excited to hear a cappella and tribal music incorporated in this album. Beautiful! I also like the story-telling lyrics of the songs. Music is still superb. And the violin, of course, still captures me. Listening to Josh is strengthening another passion in me--to dance. Now, I want to learn to dance ballroom more than ever. And the song, "So She Dances" gives me a picture of a pair of wonderful dancers floating in the air as they move in the floor. FOXTROT! That's what they're dancing. Now, I want to learn foxtrot!

Let me review myself:
1. I want to play the violin.
2. I want to learn ballroom dancing.

I'm already a story-teller as far as I know. ;p

2 gifts in a row!

2006-11-17T11:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday, two people gave me separate gifts for no reason at all. the best part was, those are my most wanted gifts at the moment! Thank you, thank you so much!

First, Mam Dol gave me a nice frame for my eyeglass. so beautiful, i like it a lot!
Then, Gar gave me a copy of AWAKE,Josh Groban's latest album! could you believe that! i love you for that!

Thank you Lord for all the nice gifts you are sending my way. I appreciate it a lot.

A woman is always right.

2006-11-03T15:04:00.000-08:00

Hear what an old friend has to say:

Sometimes...
she may be confused, misinformed, rude, stubborn, unclear, changeable, even downright stupid...
but never ever wrong.

TV Shows I like!

2006-11-02T14:31:00.001-08:00

Ok, ok, here's what I've been eyeing on TV everynight.

Weekdays - Maging Sino Ka Man. I love the story and the characters come alive! Superb!

Saturdays - Shall We Dance? The Celebrity Dance Challenge. Makes me want to move my feet and learn ballroom dancing.

Sundays (& Mondays for the announcement) - Philippine Idol. You should hear how good MAU sings! Amazing!

Sunday noon - It Started with a Kiss. A very cute Taiwanese drama. Makes you laugh all the time.

relax

2006-10-13T14:53:00.000-07:00

i want to watch Maging Sino Ka Man The Series. eat chips and ice cream. or watch something funny!

need to save!

2006-09-04T11:49:00.000-07:00

http://www.himura-kaoru.com/

http://www.silentregrets.com/dramas/

The Return of the Condor Heroes 2006

2006-08-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

Meet Xiao Long Nu (Dada) and Yang Guo (Gou'er)

Crystal Liu

Huang Xiao Ming

i found the picture somewhere in the net. credits not mine.